Modern Talking
I got to know this band last summer and I fell in love with their music:)here is one of their hits:
you are my heart, you are my soul

Deep in my heart - there's a fire - a burning heart
Deep in my heart - there's desire - for a start
I'm dying in emotion
It's my world in fantasy
I'm living in my, living in my dreams

You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll keep it shining everywhere I go
You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll be holding you forever
Stay with you together

Your my heart, you're my soul
Yeah, I'm feeling that our love will grow
You're my heart, you're my soul
That's the only thing I really know

Let's close the door and believe my burning heart
Feeling alright come on open up your heart
Keep the candles burning
Let your body melt in mine
I'm living in my, living in my dreams

You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll keep it shining everywhere I go
You're my heart, you're my soul
I'll be holding you forever
Stay with you together

Iranian boys and girls

The reason why I am going to write about this is because very interesting incident that happened yesterday..
there is a place on the way of my house that there are bunch of guys working and when leave the bus I have to pass that place...now two weeks ago a black guy was working there and when I looked at the place yelled and said smile for me;)..now for the people who know me I am one smiling girl most of the time:)even on the street people come to me and thank me for smiling at them!!anyways I smilled at him and walked home..next days I would see him and just smiled at him and he smiled back at me...now yesterday he came to me while I was passing and said can I talk to you for a sec..we interoduced ourselveses..he was the sweetest guy I have ever seen..he gave me simple compliments that I think I blushed!!but the fact is that he was so pure..so boyish like..that made me compare him with the Iranian boys I see around myself..anyways he tried to to ask me out but I told him with the nicest way that he will find a great girl like himself...anyways now to my analysis on Iranian community;)..well it has alot of aspects this is a small one I am touching on if you will:)
well in Canada Iranian boys and girls have a great issue of dating and moving with western rate in the relationship world than Iran I guess..I am not sure how it is done in Iran right now but this is my observation about Canada and how Iranian youth behave..
Let start with boys...well no one really knows what the hell they want!!I don't think even they know what they want..I would really appreciate if a guy actually tell me what goes on in the head of theirs..some times they act like million years ago and at the same time the want to act modern..as my Arabic friend says..they want the cake and they want to eat it as well!!!I know a number of persian boys that have chinese or oriental girl friends..now it has been a great mistry for alot of people why is that the case;)..well one thing that comes to mind is that oriental girls due to their background are very givin people..meaning that they will do whatever they are asked to do without complaning or nagging..
now Iranian girls they do nag alot I think compare to other cultures..but at the same time I think they want their freedom too..come on its 21 century..you can't order someone around..anyways I have seen Iranian girls who have Italian boyfriends or fiance..now why is that...the reason is because Italian men are not scared to show their emotions..I guess that's what I have notices..although I think they must be very similar in culture with us..consrvative and very family oriented..
but anyways I just wrote all this because it can be an interesting study for a socialogist to look at the perspective and the way Iranian youth see themselves in a global world..

FENCING
I finally registered for fencing classes at athetic Center:)so if anyone interested join me for some interesting time;)I think its great for eye/hand and foot coordination.anyways I will describe it later when the classes start:)

yesterday a norweian prof with her students came to our lab to see our facility. The funny thing is that if you see this lady on the street you would not know in a million years that she is a prof!!she was too cute to be a prof;)
tuesday night I met a guy on the subway who was an engineer..actually I introduced myself to him since I saw his iron ring!and we started talking and he finally gave me his card since he thought that his wife might be able to do introduce me to some contact were she works!!so I told my labmate at U of T that instead of all the conventional stuff that we are doing and it doesn't work we should sit one day in the subway from morning till midnight;)and look around and see if we can find some engineers!!!even last night I was talking to my fellow labmates on the subway and there was another guy standing near us and started talking to us..he had the same problem except he was a medical doctor from Europe!so its funny..I can even start a debate on the subway while we are riding on it:)!!!

its funny when you know for the probablity of something go wrong is high but you still do it anyways!!its the story of my life now..when I know something is not good for me but I am doing it anyways..I don't know why..can anyone help me?

Hunting
Today is my hunting day!!!!I am going personally to all those companies that didn't give me the time of the day before..and hopefully if I personally go there I hand in my CV, some miracle happens!!I know you are up there..I believe in you..so do something if you thing its right for me...I so greatful for your wisdom..

Nelly Fertado
Turn off the light

it's getting so lonely inside this bed
don't know if i should lick my wounds or say woe is me instead
and there's an aching inside my head
it's telling me i'm better off alone
but after midnight morning will come
and the day will see if you will get some

they say that girl ya know she act too tough tough tough
well it's till' i turn off the light, turn off the light
they say that girl you know she act so rough rough rough
well it's till' i turn off the light, turn off the light
and i say follow me follow me follow me down down down down till' you see all my dreams
not everything in this magical world is quite what it seems

i looked above the other day
cuz i think i'm good and ready for a change
i live my life by the moon
if it's high play it low, if it's harvest go slow and if it's full, then go
but after midnight morning will come
and the day will see if you're gonna get some

i'm searching for things that i just cannot see
why don't you don't you don't you come and be with me
i pretend to be cool with me, want to believe
that i can do it on my own without my heart on my sleeve
i'm running, i'm running, catch up with me life
where is the love that i'm looking to find
it's all in me, can't you see, i can see, why can't you see it's all in me

where is your logic
who do you need
where can you turn in your delicate time of need
follow me down, follow me down down down,
i do not need i do not need nobody
where is your logic
who do you need
where can you turn in your delicate time of need

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY:)
thanks mom for everything..that I am aware of and for the things that I am ignorant about and still you helped me

I got the social subcommitte of the organization:)some thing I liked to be working in...
Friday was Ms. Ebadi's convocation and Parham Arabi told me that it was far more emotional and better than Dalla lama..he said his speech was very cliche since he was very tired..I personally think that the speech was okay but not great..I can understand that she is tired specailly last night I was invited to a reception that she was attending and so we(Mohandes) give her an artistic gift, she was extremely tired..I just managed to take a picture with her..other than that the only good thing happened in that reception for me was to meet a family that can be a great job contact for me..other than that it was sort of boring for me..I can't beilieve one of my friends is leaving Toronto for ever!!!ofcourse he is going to somewhere better (i.e Victoria)but still this is another way of life showing me that it is going on..and I have to stop day dreaming!I just want to take mental picture of these great times I have with my friends..